so change of plans...yesterday, I thought to get this person out of my head I would avoid and ignore. So that is what I did.
Hours later I realized what a douche I was being. It is all in my head and not at all the fault of the other person. WHy should I treat another person badly when I am the one with the problem.
New plan. I am going to be nice and even flirt as I think that is just the other person's personality. I am going to enjoy my time here and our interactions and leave it at that. I will try not to think about expectations or the chance that this will or will not lead to anything more. I am just gonna chill out!
The environment here is so different than back home and emotions can get all scrambled. I bring the fact that I am a bit lonely to the situation and it clouds my judgment. Sometimes I need to step back and understand my view of what is going on is no where near the same as everyone else.
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