I am stupid stupid stupid! I jumped to some fantasy conclusions that were no where even close to being based on reality, but my mind let myself get too close to a situation. Long story short - i get sucked in and I was the only one.
I develop these crushes every now and then and my mind runs wild with it. I end up with this depressing hurting crushing feeling with no reason to expect things to have turned out differently. why do I allow myself to go down this path over and over again? I am hopeless!
Breath in and breath out. I have not REALLY lost anything except the wild fantasy that was living in my mind. pop the bubble and get back to realty. Truth is I do not have the time to get all caught up in a dangerous romance.
But it would have been nice to attempt to juggle everything. Oh well, on my own still!!!
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