This weekend has been the first full weekend where I had nothing to study and nothing to prepare for. It felt pretty damn good,but like everything in my life I over-did everything. so now I sit here stuffed, did not run or workout and regretting a few of my choices.
It seems I bargain with myself most of the time. I will say today is the last time and tomorrow I will walk the line and be perfect. The trouble is that a week later I am at it again. I am repeating destructive patterns and once again I am going to attempt to right my ship.
The new week brings decisions that must be made. I have to study for at least two exams and get myself in the preparing/organizing mode.
Only a few months left before I leave and I have so much that needs to be accomplished, but I sort of believe I will get it all done.
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