I am losing momentum...I feel like a car where the wheels cannot get any traction on the road surface. I get this way from time to time when I let the forces I face get the upper hand.
I keep a running tab in my mind of all the things that I need to finish before I leave and they seem to be hurdles and I am having a hard time getting over them. First up was the class that had a horrific ending and now I have to take it somewhere else. Not a huge deal, but still something that is undone. a PT test looms and I am on the fence about passing. No matter what I do I show little to no improvement and on the day of the test it really could go either way.
There are other things that I should be working hard on that just don't seem to be getting done and time is running out. I almost feel like I am at the point where I am going to fail everything I attempt. I need a win somewhere in the near future or I am afraid I may be stuck in a losing streak....
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