Off for a few days and I can take a little time to unwind and then hit the books. The fear of the looming test is providing some stress, but I am determined to plow through and make the best effort I can. The statistics from the website state only 4% actually fail the test so I am taking a wee bit of comfort in that, but a 'C' is as bad as a fail to me. I need a 'B'. sure, i would prefer an 'A', but I am being a realist here.
Work was unnerving at times. I have the tendency to be suspicious and nervous that people are being overly critical of my work and now that i am in full view of everyone my mistakes or lack of military knowledge is in full light. I actually miss nights! Believe that or not.
I am becoming a little frustrated at a new staff member. This is a person coming in with "tons" of experience but it is not reflected in the work being executed. Oh well, I bite my lip and plow forward.
It is raining hard outside. I have the doors to the patio open and I am really enjoying the downpour. Anything that can cool this place down is a very welcome event. It is just so damn hot here!
Well,i must study in a bit and want to just take some time to enjoy my coffee and the rain..
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