Ever get irritated? Find yourself in a state where almost every little little detail of your life makes you crazy? I am right in that position at the moment and it is not making me a fun boy.
The reduction in calories (aka evil diet) is in day three and as part of the routine I weigh and measure and record every wee tiny calorie I ingest. Day one I had 1300 calories and day two right at 1500 plus I ran three miles and drank like a billion glasses of water. I weighed yesterday and was pleased, but today the weight returned. I know its most likely water weight and by the weeks end it should all even out, but it still pisses me off!
Work people are pissing me off. Being new and working with those who just don't have the same level of skill is wearing on my nerves a bit. Especially, when I hear these people referred to as "go to people". Go to for what? Wrong answers. Blank stares. Not exactly the resources i am use to and that is frustrating me!
This horrid city is irritating me. The heat, the bugs, the filthy people and having no signs of culture are much to take. I cannot believe I have x-number of years left in this shit hole!
I hate my car! I want a new one, but I can't get one just yet and that frustrates the hell out of me. I am having all these urges to buy all these things and I know that is a symptom of my misery.
I am trying to focus on some studies and some additional projects to get my mind off my utter misery, but it has not settled in yet.
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