afghanistan is but a recent memory...I am still processing all that took place over there..I think it will take some time to feel like my old self again and then again I am not sure I want to return to being that person.
I left a fat boring guy who felt as if I were just spinning my wheels. I had time to reflect and to come up with a new game plan and I think I have some direction in my life. I left the fat person behind and now I amexcited about my fitness program for the first time in a long time.
I fell in love while I was there. I did not admit it for a long time, but I did fall hard and heavy. That is okay and I am still dealing with the ripples from that and will be for some time to come. I wish I had a bit more control over my heart,but who really can control how they feel about another person. Oh well, I will blather on about that at another time.
I have a few weeks off before I must get back to the old grind and plan to use the time to make me happy. I think i willoffer more reflections on my time in Bagram after I have had some time to put some distance to my time there..
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