Since I will most likely be blathering on about the same topic for my entire time here I thought it only right that I give a name to the object of my desire. We will call him CT.
So, following our dinner I once again thought it was safe to return to work. I could not have been more wrong. The next day he had turned up the charm full blast and the flirting was making me crazy. I try to stay composed and understand that it is a very thin thread of self control that prevents me from just grabbing him and doing all sorts of inappropriate things. However, I think he knows he is pushing all my buttons.
Now, I het back to my room and cannot sleep as thoughts are racing through my head and god forbid trying to sleep because all those naughty thoughts are acted out in my dreams. Needless to say I am exhausted, frustrated and totally not in control of this situation at all.
I am to the point now where I feel I need to have a talk with him. But I don't want to have that talk and at the same time I cannot take another 3 months of this...what to do what to do!!!
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