With much to do I took a mental holiday yesterday. There I was attempting to read/study and nothing was sinking in and I grew frustrated. So I did what anyone would do with little time and shit-loads to review. I put my books away and headed to the store to buy beer.
Yup, I downed an entire 12-pack of Sam Adams and watched movies and flirted online. You think I would learn to stay away from the PC and Phone while drinking - but I never learn that lesson. The key issue for me is I flirt and maybe get a tad bit raunchy, but I never invite people over and never attempt to meet them. It is the thought of it - the danger maybe that keeps me coming back.
Yes, I should make better decisions now that I am active duty, but to be honest I do not act on anything. I am miles away from those I flirt with. However, these military rules on fraternization give me cause to rethink things. I know where I am coming from, but then again I dont want to put anyone at risk of trouble. I am over thinking things right!
No hangover today. I rehydrated well last night and am enjoying some wonderfully strong coffee this morning! Gotta love it!
Today, with recharged batteries and renewed focus I will return to my studies. I was encouraged by words a friend gave me and now feel determined to get 'er done - yes I know it does not sound good!!
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