Well, it appears to be 0350 in the morning and sleep has escaped my grasp. I hate the nights when I cannot sleep when I want to sleep. I think it is all the flipping from days to nights or it could be the pot of coffee I drank about three hours ago - either way i am wide awake and not in a very productive mood.
I need to be productive, but every now and then I need to just veg out and do nothing. I consider it my way of recharging my brain. it needs all the recharging it can get these days.
Actually, my head is swimming with plans for the rest of this year and next. I don't know why I have to always be planning and plotting for the next great thing. i think I have always been this way. Plus, it keeps my thoughts engaged and leaves less time to dwell on all the things that have me underwhelmed at work.
See, I attempt to focus on those things that can challenge me so that the mundane everyday work schedule does not mire me down in bitter town. Speaking of which, I need to rope in my attitude. I have been voicing much bitterness lately and it only takes one buys body to run blabbing my discontent to lead me to trouble. the next four weeks that can prove to be an extreme challenge - deep breath! Exhale!
Sp plod along I will and try ever so hard to present a professional demeanor. i got to shut off my real feelings and move ahead as I know very soon the landscape will change. I am looking forward to the change.
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